Sad , Bad Luck and Dissapointing Day

Mum and dad have a big fight this early morning before going back to kampung for my grandma that passed away "100th days". No idea why are they arguing, no mood to know what accually happening also. It have been ages they did not have such a serious arguement, i heard lots of harsh sentences from them. Worry about them , helpless! ---SAD
After settle and finish everything at kampung, we started our journary back to KL as soon. The faces of both of them suffered me and my brother, every single second in the car make me feel extreamly uncomfortable. It really a sucky day for me, when we almost reach our house(about 10mins away from house), my dad car broke down, at the middle of the high way. Luckly it is still possible for us to move the car to the side before it totally stop. It is the same probelm again, it have been happened many times since this year, but all the workshops cant even find out where the probelm is, end up charging my dad service charge with the "the car is all right now i think". My dad paid them service charge for nothing, need to suffer a break down beside the high way somemore. The car engine cant start at all, inside the car was warm and we suffered.----BAD LUCK
My a levels result released, get BCC. I know it is not too bad, but it is dissapointing for me. Got a B for the math that i thought i did not do well, the papers was hard. C for accounting and physic. I spend lots of time on accounting, made lots of affort, everyday stay back at library just to study and do exercises. Sorry Hui Wen, u spent so much time for teaching me but i get such a stupid result, i feel bad and guitly. For the moment now i am very sad, i put much affot on it, i give up alots of entertainment, concerntrate on study, why am i getting a sucky results? Is that my time and affort i wasted it for nothing? Not even a A in my results, stuggled to get a B somemore. What the hell man ? dunno how many times i sturggled and lost temper during my revision for subjects? Especially accounting, i should have get better, at least a B right?? upset, feeling like crying. I am so useless and wasted one and a half years for nothing. Sorry my dear dad and mum, you all spent 25k+ for me to study alevels at the best choice and expensive college but i give u a super dissapointing result. Hui wen, Thanks for your comfort, but i need you to know, it is hurt. I cant get in to my dream Uni, UNI OF MANCHESTER! and i dissapointed everyone included myself.