Today is the Orientation day of my new course at HELP University College. It is abit hard for me because i have been having a relaxing holidays since i finished my alevels 2 and a half months ago, the most suffering part is to wake up early. Another inconvenience for me is the journey from my house to the Uni is quite far apart, and the traffic often congested during office hour. Driving there is bored, unlike last time when i was studying at Taylors University College, i can use the NPE highway, i can drive faster , it not so boring and frustrating.
The Orientation starts late, supposedly to be 930am, but it started about 10am, again i am alone for the orientation, just like the orientation i attended for my A levels. As usual, the welcome talk was bored. I was alone until the tour to the campus, i get to know 3 new friends. there is a similar part about them , they are not local citizens. I miss my secondary school friends and everything, i wish my best friends can be my classmate now, but since we graduate at f5, we have been seperated.
I wish i can really enjoy my studying life here, and also can get good achievement in my Degree.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Satisfying Day!
Today i drove my mum and aunty go klang eat bat kut teh. It is satisfying, i feel i am good enough to take care of them, like what i wish long time ago when i was young.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Sad , Bad Luck and Dissapointing Day
Mum and dad have a big fight this early morning before going back to kampung for my grandma that passed away "100th days". No idea why are they arguing, no mood to know what accually happening also. It have been ages they did not have such a serious arguement, i heard lots of harsh sentences from them. Worry about them , helpless! ---SAD
After settle and finish everything at kampung, we started our journary back to KL as soon. The faces of both of them suffered me and my brother, every single second in the car make me feel extreamly uncomfortable. It really a sucky day for me, when we almost reach our house(about 10mins away from house), my dad car broke down, at the middle of the high way. Luckly it is still possible for us to move the car to the side before it totally stop. It is the same probelm again, it have been happened many times since this year, but all the workshops cant even find out where the probelm is, end up charging my dad service charge with the "the car is all right now i think". My dad paid them service charge for nothing, need to suffer a break down beside the high way somemore. The car engine cant start at all, inside the car was warm and we suffered.----BAD LUCK
My a levels result released, get BCC. I know it is not too bad, but it is dissapointing for me. Got a B for the math that i thought i did not do well, the papers was hard. C for accounting and physic. I spend lots of time on accounting, made lots of affort, everyday stay back at library just to study and do exercises. Sorry Hui Wen, u spent so much time for teaching me but i get such a stupid result, i feel bad and guitly. For the moment now i am very sad, i put much affot on it, i give up alots of entertainment, concerntrate on study, why am i getting a sucky results? Is that my time and affort i wasted it for nothing? Not even a A in my results, stuggled to get a B somemore. What the hell man ? dunno how many times i sturggled and lost temper during my revision for subjects? Especially accounting, i should have get better, at least a B right?? upset, feeling like crying. I am so useless and wasted one and a half years for nothing. Sorry my dear dad and mum, you all spent 25k+ for me to study alevels at the best choice and expensive college but i give u a super dissapointing result. Hui wen, Thanks for your comfort, but i need you to know, it is hurt. I cant get in to my dream Uni, UNI OF MANCHESTER! and i dissapointed everyone included myself.
After settle and finish everything at kampung, we started our journary back to KL as soon. The faces of both of them suffered me and my brother, every single second in the car make me feel extreamly uncomfortable. It really a sucky day for me, when we almost reach our house(about 10mins away from house), my dad car broke down, at the middle of the high way. Luckly it is still possible for us to move the car to the side before it totally stop. It is the same probelm again, it have been happened many times since this year, but all the workshops cant even find out where the probelm is, end up charging my dad service charge with the "the car is all right now i think". My dad paid them service charge for nothing, need to suffer a break down beside the high way somemore. The car engine cant start at all, inside the car was warm and we suffered.----BAD LUCK
My a levels result released, get BCC. I know it is not too bad, but it is dissapointing for me. Got a B for the math that i thought i did not do well, the papers was hard. C for accounting and physic. I spend lots of time on accounting, made lots of affort, everyday stay back at library just to study and do exercises. Sorry Hui Wen, u spent so much time for teaching me but i get such a stupid result, i feel bad and guitly. For the moment now i am very sad, i put much affot on it, i give up alots of entertainment, concerntrate on study, why am i getting a sucky results? Is that my time and affort i wasted it for nothing? Not even a A in my results, stuggled to get a B somemore. What the hell man ? dunno how many times i sturggled and lost temper during my revision for subjects? Especially accounting, i should have get better, at least a B right?? upset, feeling like crying. I am so useless and wasted one and a half years for nothing. Sorry my dear dad and mum, you all spent 25k+ for me to study alevels at the best choice and expensive college but i give u a super dissapointing result. Hui wen, Thanks for your comfort, but i need you to know, it is hurt. I cant get in to my dream Uni, UNI OF MANCHESTER! and i dissapointed everyone included myself.
Friday, June 27, 2008
My Dog
A sad day for me, my dog, "lucky" passed away yesterday morning. There is a hole inside his mouth, which contain canser cell. He can't even eat, bleeding oftenly, the blood comes out with the saliva. After observed for few days, doctor suggested us to let him go, before he suffered more. It was very hard to make this decision, but we got no choice, everytime we go visit him, our heart panged. Finally, we made the cruel decision. I think that is the best choice for him.
Few hours before the doctor did the injection, i bought some bread for him, the last meal. He tried to eat but he can't. It is painful for him to swallow any food. My tears started to drop, he is going to "go" with a hunger. But this make clear that our choice was not wrong. To let him go is the best for him.
Dear lucky, you followed us for 10years. Guarded the house responsibly, thank you for your contibution all the time. Rest in peace.
Few hours before the doctor did the injection, i bought some bread for him, the last meal. He tried to eat but he can't. It is painful for him to swallow any food. My tears started to drop, he is going to "go" with a hunger. But this make clear that our choice was not wrong. To let him go is the best for him.
Dear lucky, you followed us for 10years. Guarded the house responsibly, thank you for your contibution all the time. Rest in peace.
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